This may sound EMO, but...I really thought he liked me... I wanted him to like me... I know I'm not that pretty,but...I thought he would still like me. Maybe I should just go back to Texas? Start a new life and live alone... Alone... That is my fear...

I came back to live with my mother and now Im just reminded why I left... Im going to try and stay here a while longer though, and once I graduate college, Im heading for Texas the first chance I get... That is where I belong... Or maybe I just dont belong anywhere... That must be it. I just dont belong. And if that is the case, why do I exist? Am I just a sick joke? The extra piece of a complete puzzle? Where I am right now...is not where I belong...

This joke doesnt make me smile....